Astrology

Native Heart Beat When I was 8 years old my dad made me an Indian costume which is the best present my dad ever gave me. He put a lot of work into putting this together. This I know for sure. I liked it so much that it hardly ever took it off. I used to love playing Cowboys and Indians when I was young and I was up for it when anybody wanted to play. We lived on a 10 acre farm on west end of Montreal island on the Saint Lawrence river in Valois Bay. The farm stretch from the highway down to the lake. It had a river running down through it as well, two barns, an orchard and two houses. We also played around on a couple of the neighbors properties even though they didn't like it too much. Three old ladies would chase us away. In 1974 we took off on a 3 month trip down the east coast, across the lower states and up the west coast to the Okanagan valley. On the way we stopped in the Smokey Mountains in Tennessee for the night. There we meet a South American Native who told us about a book called Seven Arrows and that it was great for children. It took a few years to get the book. Later in 1974 we returned to Montreal and rented a cabin on the south shore Of Montreal on the reservation for a year and got to know some of the the Mohawks. It wasn't till we moved off the res that I got Seven Arrows which became a major influence and illumination along this pathway. The teachings of the medicine stories and covered 200 years of history. This enriched my spiritual path as a seeker and was a major eye opener. In 1976 I got a 22 foot tepee. We had 9 acres of land in the eastern townships and this is where we put up the tepee. It took a while going down to the land and getting the trees necessary for the poles. I took a lot of fallen trees instead of cutting live ones down. Took a while to straighten them out due to being bent for a long time. The day came when a friend of mine Yvonne and I went down to the land to put up the tepee. We had to pull the trees out of the woods and skin a couple of them that still had the bark on. We finally got that part done and had the trees where we wanted to put up the tepee we had created the tepee's Steaks and pins for the front where the canvas joined over the east door. We finally got the three pole tripod up, A North Pole a South pole and the east doorway pole which is a little longer and braces the North and South pole from the westerly winds. After we put up the 11 more poles, I laid down and looked up to the center where all the poles were tied, I suddenly got a jolt of energy that drove my head into the ground. The energy of remembrance. As we started to do what remained to be done a storm started coming in from the West. No time for wasting time, After that storm passed, Another one started coming in from the West this time it was passing on the right side of the tepee. There was a lot still to do, As another storm started coming in from the West, this one was pretty fierce. As it started to pour I was outside trying to adjust the smoke flaps and got socked to the bone. A real laugh and a half. Yvonne got a 3 foot fire going inside the tepee. It took a bit to get the smoke flaps correct so the wind wasn't blowing smoke back down into the tepee and was actually pulling it out the way it is supposed too. By this point I became very aware of this native pathway influence coming in from past lives. The Grey Heron In late August 1983, things were not going well and I was saddened and depressed about the situation I found myself in. I decided to go for a canoe ride up the river through the farmlands. A friend noticed and decided to come along as well. We were canoeing up the river in the current and came to where it opens up into the farm lands. The grass was quite high and we couldn't see over it while sitting in the Canoe. I noticed a Grey Heron walk out of the river, up the slight sandy slope and go into the tall grass out of sight. I noticed something didn't look right and pulled the canoe to the side of the river to go and check. As I walked towards the Heron, it moved a few feet further into the grass and settled down. I approached slowly and knelled down beside her. I decided to pet the bird along it's back and as I did, I felt a lot of electricity in my hand with slight electrical shocks along with strong thoughts to take the feathers. This was completely against my built in belief system to do no harm. Why was I getting these thoughts as they were very upsetting. I don't like to hurt wildlife at all. So whats up with this energy. As I settled down more, these thoughts ending and I experienced telepathic communication with her. She showed me photos and videos of her flying super high over the forests and rivers. I was amazed how high these heron can fly. Then I got the distinct message to come back in the morning and I could have the feathers. A give away on her part. The next morning I took the canoe up the river. Sure enough, there was the dead heron floating in the river. I pulled up beside the bird, brought it into the canoe and began to take it's feathers. I was amazed how easy this became as I progressed. An old skill back online. Having never done this before in this lifetime. Felt like a pro before I finished. I can't think of a greater honor to receive than to have the Heron Herself give me her feathers directly. This was a real cosmic gift and a huge encouragement to keep on going. It is one of the best gifts I have been given in this life time. Very Grateful indeed. There feathers have been a blessing over the decades. When things get intense, I still can feel their magic and energy helping out the situation. In February 1982 I was once again gifted by the Divine, golden Love and Light for the second time. This one had more of a native feel to it, even though it had the same energy signature. I was shown a golden colored Sun. The vision started by showing me a female black figure in a native jacket with arms folded, frills hang on the sleves. The figure moved out of the circle into the darkness. The second dark figure appeared with the Sun in the background. and walked out of the solar disk like a rooster. These two were main enemies, the rooster being very covert and hard to detect his challenging influence. The next figure was the second youngest, drawn in golden light, sitting in a lotus possition. He didn't leave the center of circle. Instead shimmering gold bricks were placed beneath and beside his legs on both sides, indicating that this person was worth real gold in the Divine's hearts. Then the 4th figure, the youngest appeared in the center of the Sun circle in golden light, in the same position and again stacking gold bricks, Spiritual Gold Bricks. On the last two, I was also shown where the damage would occur should the dark side challengers win. In these experiences it was like being hocked up to 10,000 volts of electricity. Very intense indeed!. It was far from an easy journey for the next 8 years. The second, the one in the vision, of what I label as "demon carriers" This one came along in the summer of 1982 and she started her spell casting to interfere with free will. The first one was the Headless Man who was on the scene already and not in the vision. The second demon carrier told us that she was a demon carrier and from very old witch and when she was given the demon. Demons or whatever label you prefer to describe the negative influences done by the unseen forces of darkness. There are many, many names used around the world. Then the dance between the dark and light began in earnest. A lot of learning and good things took place along the way. I was part of a holistic oriented community, far from perfect, but a good number of notches ahead of the majority in alignment with my own holistic lifestyle. Great for the kids. Just my own perspective, or should I say, as par usual, I never really fit in One afternoon in the late 80s, when about 7 or 8 people were sitting around the circular kitchen table. I was walking around the table, just observing, when I suddenly stopped. Within self, I saw the eyes of the Observer, observing the observer. A moment later, I noticed the part of the table and people chatting with each other, was now slowed down to where each frame would stop. I noticed that there was a bright light showing it's glow between each frames. I moved my head, as if that had anything to do with it, trying to see the source of the light shining through the spaces. Then it stopped. This was my first meeting with the Observer observing the observer observe. Very illuminating indeed. It reminded me of the Edgar Cayce description I read long ago. He said this reality (3D) is like a movie playing in a theater, on the screen. The film is in the projector and the light source. This sentense allways stayed with in. I wonder how much of an influence it had on the above experience. I know these kind of experiences come in a form the people experiencing this divine state will understand the best. We are all unique in all things, including the inward journey to sacred ground. I sure learnt a lot. I had to develop skills that were uner developed which created a lot of catching up to do. I caught up and got well ahead in the necessary metaphysical abilities and skills needed for the quest and battles to be fought. Blessings indeed. I backed off till had had developed the skills. From 1979 to 1987 I studied Astrology and coded astrological software on a Apple II+. Apple won it's court case in 1987 against the apple clones and came out marketing their new Mac #1. It didn't run the apple II+ software. The system had six floppy disks for chart analysis and another six were still being developed to do research by analyzing 100 charts at a time for natal aspects, transiting aspects and other stuff. At this point I got a IBM XP desktop. This time I wrote software targeting the public instead of software for Astrologers that I had on the Apple II+. This is when I wrote the software on the dos system to do Astrological Cycles or Transits based on birth charts for any date past present or future. There is a whole section on this called Astrology. Things got more intense when another couple saw what I had put together astrologically. They got greedy. Their sneaky plot was intended to control me emotionally and set-up a radio program where I would be the Astrologer. The plot involved their puppet whom they had full control of. The family destroyer. It also involved an affair with his wife who was the second witch on the scene. I sware, this one could fly a broom. LOL. I was well aware of the plot and it was a no go. I didn't tell anyone I knew the whole plot, just what needed to be known, or nothing, except for one close friend who I thing know pretty much the whole story. No control over me and no sexual games either, ever since the Headless Man. Never again. Then there were all the distraction puppets acting like bees doing their best to get some honey. I got some information on Tantra Yoga. As I read through the material, it resonated more and more. I started to play with and practice some of this knowledge. It worked much better than I expected or would of thought. I began to feel and see an old monk within. The knowledge and abilities from this incarnation started to come on line fast. The skill sets needed developed, shockingly fast. In 2023 till now, I have been listening to quite a few interviews of Sholin Head Monk in the European Temple, Master Shi Heng Yi. I only listen to him live and not the AI versions all over the place. I remembered watching the Kung-Fu Movie and series with David Carradine playing the part of Caine in the early to mid 1970s. I was fascinated by the movie and looked forward to watching all the televised weekly series when it was televised. I enjoyed it immensely, especially the teachings held my full attention. I know now, the series was based on the Sholin tradition. I re-watched the movie to verify. I am no Kung-Fu artist in this lifetime, but the movie sure rang a few bells within and trigger the philosophical memories within me. In Early 1991, I decided to walk out back, down the road to a path that went through the woods to a clearing. It was sunny and about 2pm standard time. Cool. no snow. I walked back and forth across the clearing which was a bit larger than a football field, shaped like an egg by the tree lines. Knowing the decision and the pain and damage this would cause, I was unexpectedly in a nano second, suddenly put into the highly energized Golden Love and Light field. The same Love/Light signature as the previous two. I was in pain and sorrow. I turned around and I started walking with my back to the Sun, I noticed there was no shadow on the ground where where my Heart center was. It was like a strong flash light. I could see the light streaming, removing the shadows all the way to and on the ground. I had a few negative thoughts which created some shadows in the light stream circle between me and the ground. I immediately!! removed these negative thoughts, feeling like I must do so to survive this initiation experience. No anger or hate or revenge at all allowed. Just love, empathy and compassion, knowning they hurt themselves the mos. To continue, I could say; "You are going to get it!!" with no intention or thoughts of doing anything at all, vis spirit, mind, thought, word or body. No more shadows appeared in the streaming light from my heart center to the circle on the ground. I said "Oh, you are going to get it" numerous times and no shadows. I must of spent a half hour standing and walking around the clearing with very visible Light and Healing coming down like rain. This was the third granite rock locked in place, within. To be continued Dance to the Beat of your own drummer [ A Lone Wolf ]